Wednesday, January 12, 2011 8

The Long Way Back

After Marine Corps Veteran Ronnie Simpson survived an explosion in Iraq in 2004, he threw himself at an audacious goal: to sail around the world. It almost killed him.

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Ronnie Simpson in Point Richmond, California, in November    Photographer: Photo by Alex Tehrani

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Ronnie Simpson ambles up from the docks of the Stockton Sailing Club. At 25, he is whip thin and browned by the Northern California sun. His hair is close-cropped, and he's wearing his preferred uniform: boardshorts and a faded sailing T-shirt. He's in Stockton to take possession of a 28-foot Albin Cumulus sailboat that he just bought for $2,800, with money borrowed from a friend. The boat is called Chippewa, and the cockpit is strewn with tools, gear, and empty beer cans. A dark scrim of weeds encrusts the bottom, but beneath the grime you can see the shape of a blue-water pedigree. Ronnie is taking Chippewa down the San Joaquin River to San Francisco Bay, to the Marina Village Yacht Harbor, in Alameda, where the boat will become his new home. As soon as he feels it's ready to sail to Hawaii and beyond, Ronnie Simpson will do what he does best: take off and see what happens.

Ronnie looks like any boat bum who works odd jobs on the waterfront. He's always up for a party or a deal on Craigslist, and he's not averse to drinking beer within an hour or two of a late breakfast. He has a laid-back, renegade charm and tells stories as easily as he draws breath. He makes friends wherever he goes, and sometimes it's hard to keep track of all the girlfriends ("she was soooooo hot") who've wandered into his life. It wasn't very long ago that he had just $15 to his name.

But Ronnie is not an aimless vagabond. To understand this, you need to take note of the long, moon-shaped scar under his left arm, which arcs around his rib cage from pectoral to scapula. You need to observe the seven-inch vertical scar that bisects his stomach, deviating only slightly around his belly button. You should also take in the coin-size cicatrices that pepper his torso, pale blotches against the dark of his skin, and try to imagine the searing heat that branded him. Ronnie served as a marine in Iraq, and on the night of June 30, 2004, at age 19, he almost died.

How he got from there to here is a wrenching story, of how war takes human beings, breaks them into little pieces, and gives them two choices: surrender or fight. Unlike many veterans, Ronnie eventually found a way back from his life-threatening injuries, enduring a long hospitalization, the death of his father, and a few years of soul-numbing suburban striving before the accidental discovery of sailing and adventure helped him to reinvent himself. It was an odyssey that almost killed him more than once, but in the end, it also saved him. "I have never been so broke in my life," he says. "And I've never been happier."

After a night of ale-assisted slumber in Chippewa's simple cabin, we ease the boat out of the slip as soon as there's enough light to navigate the marina fairway. From Stockton, we've got some 50 miles of motoring down the channels of the San Joaquin River before we're released into San Pablo Bay, and San Francisco Bay beyond. Apart from trying to avoid getting lost in the maze of side channels, pulling weeds off the prop, and wishing there were enough wind to sail, there's not much else to do besides hear the tale of Ronnie Simpson's resurrection.

RONNIE DOESN'T ACTUALLY remember the moment his life was blown apart. He was in a Humvee, bouncing down Highway 11 between Baghdad and Fallujah. The cooling night air was thick with dust and diesel exhaust, and the hard heft of a tripod-mounted 50-caliber machine gun was in his hands. Highway 11 was not a great place to be at 11:30 p.m. on June 30. The Sunni insurgency was in full metastasis, and the radio in the Humvee was chattering with reports of units getting hit all across the country.

Ronnie's platoon, part of the 2nd Battalion, 2nd Marines, was helping escort a convoy of Army trucks back to its base. Ronnie was standing in the Humvee's truck bed as they followed a large Army transport. He saw a single muzzle flash flare in the darkness, then another. A fusillade of shots ripped into the convoy, and then a firefight erupted hot and heavy. Ronnie swiveled the 50-cal toward the enemy position and started firing.

The Army truck in front ground to a halt. "Why are we stopping? Why are we stopping?" Ronnie shouted. "Well, the fucking Army stopped," his commander snapped back. No one knows for sure what happened next. There was a whoosh that sounded like a rocket-propelled grenade, then a white-hot explosion. All Ronnie knows is that the world went black.

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Dan C

Great profile. I would love to hear/read in more detail about Ronnie's adventure riding his bike across Asia and Europe. I bet it's inspiring.

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Robin Kelleher

Hope for The Warriors was proud to be a part of Ronnie's solo sail to Hawaii aboard A Warrior's Wish. Like the many service men and women we support, Ronnie is defined by his spirit nto his injuries.

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Ben

Apparently solo-sailing tests your self worth. It's also an incredibly selfish pursuit. Given this guy's history of ill-prepared disasters at sea, I suppose we should begin preparations for his rescue in the Southern Ocean, come 2020. Hopefully by then, competitors will also be required to put up a deposit to cover rescue costs before being allowed to take part in this dangerous race for the self-obsessed.

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Jeffrey McClanahan, M.D

Ben, Your cold-hearted, money motivated, condescending evaluation of someone that you do not know - and could probably never understand is astounding. In this life we have to scrape and struggle and fight when we don't really know how. Whatever it takes for each of us to find a way to survive is something none of us can judge for another. The MIC certainly has enough money to pay for his "ill advised" venture he undertakes to "save himself."

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Drew

Ronnie embodies some of the BEST qualities of the human spirit. He's a generous man, humble, yet strong. He works hard, plays hard, laughs loudly, smiles frequently and always has your back. Real good guy....through and through.

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Steve

Great article! Outside should be proud! I am a desert storm VET with connections to two of the top eye research institutes in the U.S. and would like to have Ronnie visit and be examined at no cost to make something cannot be done to correct his deficient night vision from his combat injury. Thanks. Steve Johnson Ex MAj/USAF steveaj@cox.net

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calgal1222

Great story about living your dream and leaning that life has no guarantees. I, too, had a life altering experience in a motorcycle crash that should have left me dead. Until others have the same unfortunate fate as Ronnie and I had, they don't fully understand, I agree that Ronnie's bike ride across Asia and Europe would be fascinating. Good luck, Ronnie, and fair winds to you!

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Jon

Ben, Don't you have a nice safe couch to support? Your tv is missing you. You don't think Ronnie might have some credit line available from those of us that appreciate his sacrifice to us? I would be honored if my taxes went towards paying him back some small bit. I don't suppose you will ever realize the drain on society you create that Ronnie does not. Well if you ever do I will believe in miracles after all.

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