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A Mother’s Loss and a Grueling Race to Process the Pain

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Endurance athlete Chelsey Magness has experienced some of the toughest events in the adventure world—but perhaps none as challenging as becoming a mother. Filmed by Scott Almendinger McGrath and presented by Bronwen JewelryWith Spirit features Magness as she processes the loss of one twin during childbirth. She later decides to compete in the Patagonian Expedition Race in Chile, where she pushes herself in an attempt to beat the environment, the competition, and her grief.

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